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i really really liked this film... i would give it a 9/10 for action film
in the future there is a society that is free of emotion.......................
and there becomes the problem i have with this film...
(i dont really feel like explaining the movie because it is really complex but easy to follow (or infer))
in this society everyone has emotions which is really evident all together... the emotions that the "government" is scared of is happy and sad ones.... however.... the whole thing there are parts of joy shown by the very ppl who are suppose to be "without emotion"... the fact is the society isnt suppose to be able to feel and yet everyone is obsessed with how the others feel and based on their responses the questioner themselves get an emotional response of there own (but that isnt part of the movie)
humans can be said to be nothing but emotions... that is why babies are instinctually happy or sad or mad or... there are so many emotions that arent addressed in this film and yet are expressed in this film; concern, empathy, worry, doubt, intuition.... (just to clarify intuition is a response to a set of emotions and if there are no emotions there would be no intuition) if you arent paranoid you have no reason to worry if you dont worry you have no reason to doubt if you dont doubt........
this films story line and action scenes are similar to V for vendetta, matrix, ultraviolet
the movie is kinda 2 parted...
on the one had you have a person figuring out he can feel and what that all means:
the other is ppl getting shot... literally like 1000 ppl die in this film maybe more probably more lol (okay i might be exaggerating)
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
"God Bless America" spoilers
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i knew just from the trailer that i would love to see this movie... that was months before it was released in theaters... to my dismay it wasnt released in a theater close to where i live (no where in the state i live in)...
i finally watched it on Netflix.... i wasnt disappointed
the movie is a little to short for my taste... there is a lot of cursing involved in it and the young girl seems to be an extreme psychopath... that being said it makes her role extremely hysterical..
(story)
a man lives an ordinary life surrounded by what we all live with every day (ty, news, radio...)
he gets sick and tired of the role america has taken on as a nation (society of today)
he finds out he has cancer and thinks about killing himself only to decide to kill a young spoiled girl
he then reconsiders killing himself only to have the supporting actress intervene unexpectedly
the two characters begin killing individuals who "deserve to die"
as a plot twist it turned out the doctor had made a mistake and the lead character didnt have cancer at all...
this is actually kinda pointless except to show you the main characters humanity in the respect that for a second its almost like "what have i done"
the problems i have with this movie are...
it kinda jumps around a bit... the two characters seem to know how to find each other (or at least the girl knows how to find the man) with no real reason... for instance the guy goes to a hotel to kill himself and the girl somehow knows exactly where to find him (no explanation)
then after the two characters separate the girl knows exactly where the man will be again... (now this time i kinda get how she knows... he goes to kill the ppl of a reality show (knock-off of america idol) and when the characters were together they did see the advertising of the finale... so that i guess is how she knew however.... with the fall out they had... how was it to be expected that he would indeed continue killing in the first place.....
the mans first kill was without the supporting character however his role or mission was completed... he then was going to kill himself .... only after the introduction of the supporting character did the murders evolve to a killing spree... (with serial killing duos one is the aggressive while the other is the passive... in this movie the aggressive is the female and the male is the passive even though the first kill and more experienced gun-man was the male) as such... once the girl left the mans side he no longer would have had the will to take on such a huge undertaking of killing everyone from the reality show...
also and this is just a side thought i had while watching the end which by the way is ANTI-CLIMATIC.... some of the first parts in the film are done as a dream sequence... and the final scene in which both characters die seems out of touch with reality.... meaning there is a good chance that the last scene was a dream and in fact could be twisted into making a sequel.... however that is very unlikely
altogether i would give this 8/10 for a comedy
i personally like how twisted this movie is.... and how much irony it entails... the only reasons i dont give it a 10 is due to the HUGE amounts of cursing and as mentioned above the lack of understanding of how the girl knows exactly how to find the man...(but seeing as how the only question i have for this movie is how did she find him that isnt nothing at all... but still as a "comedy" you have to have a twisted mind in-order to consider it hysterical)
i knew just from the trailer that i would love to see this movie... that was months before it was released in theaters... to my dismay it wasnt released in a theater close to where i live (no where in the state i live in)...
i finally watched it on Netflix.... i wasnt disappointed
the movie is a little to short for my taste... there is a lot of cursing involved in it and the young girl seems to be an extreme psychopath... that being said it makes her role extremely hysterical..
(story)
a man lives an ordinary life surrounded by what we all live with every day (ty, news, radio...)
he gets sick and tired of the role america has taken on as a nation (society of today)
he finds out he has cancer and thinks about killing himself only to decide to kill a young spoiled girl
he then reconsiders killing himself only to have the supporting actress intervene unexpectedly
the two characters begin killing individuals who "deserve to die"
as a plot twist it turned out the doctor had made a mistake and the lead character didnt have cancer at all...
this is actually kinda pointless except to show you the main characters humanity in the respect that for a second its almost like "what have i done"
the problems i have with this movie are...
it kinda jumps around a bit... the two characters seem to know how to find each other (or at least the girl knows how to find the man) with no real reason... for instance the guy goes to a hotel to kill himself and the girl somehow knows exactly where to find him (no explanation)
then after the two characters separate the girl knows exactly where the man will be again... (now this time i kinda get how she knows... he goes to kill the ppl of a reality show (knock-off of america idol) and when the characters were together they did see the advertising of the finale... so that i guess is how she knew however.... with the fall out they had... how was it to be expected that he would indeed continue killing in the first place.....
the mans first kill was without the supporting character however his role or mission was completed... he then was going to kill himself .... only after the introduction of the supporting character did the murders evolve to a killing spree... (with serial killing duos one is the aggressive while the other is the passive... in this movie the aggressive is the female and the male is the passive even though the first kill and more experienced gun-man was the male) as such... once the girl left the mans side he no longer would have had the will to take on such a huge undertaking of killing everyone from the reality show...
also and this is just a side thought i had while watching the end which by the way is ANTI-CLIMATIC.... some of the first parts in the film are done as a dream sequence... and the final scene in which both characters die seems out of touch with reality.... meaning there is a good chance that the last scene was a dream and in fact could be twisted into making a sequel.... however that is very unlikely
altogether i would give this 8/10 for a comedy
i personally like how twisted this movie is.... and how much irony it entails... the only reasons i dont give it a 10 is due to the HUGE amounts of cursing and as mentioned above the lack of understanding of how the girl knows exactly how to find the man...(but seeing as how the only question i have for this movie is how did she find him that isnt nothing at all... but still as a "comedy" you have to have a twisted mind in-order to consider it hysterical)
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
softball the good the bad and the ugly
how did this season go...... will i join again next year.... what do i think about the team..........................
lets start from the beginning....
at my church they have a "slow-pitch softball league" (or participate in one)...... i watched the majority of their games last year and decided i would give it a shot and join this year.... (youre caught up)
this season the team did pretty well im not sure our exact record but i think we won more than lost (but not by much) we made it into the quarter-finals for the end of season tournament (from there were knocked out)
i really dont know right now if i will join again next year... i had fun .... right? .... i mean was it worth joining..... idk..... if i am still attending the same church next year i will prob join again just because "why not"...
now the team....
trey- trey played outfield and was pretty good when it came to balls that were hit in the air towards him.... the prob i had with trey is he would get upset about a call the ump would make and let it affect how he played for the rest of the game... no longer caring whatsoever and sucking as miserably as he possibly could.... he also thinks he is a little better then he really is.... as in he can get the ball the distance it needs to go but not really the accuracy it needs to have.... he takes risky throws instead of doing what he probably should have...
steve- catcher... (i dont like steve he annoys me) he did pretty well as catcher.... he played around 5 games i think... and normally we would sub-out switching him with myself or another ("fair" player rotation play)... my prob with him and softball is he talks to everyone and he is a loud person (his voice alone scratches at my nerves... i dont hate the man but i would rather just not be around him at all...) but.... i was reminded this is a church league and ppl are "friendly"
doug- catcher or outfield (i think he played 2nd once).... doug is pretty good.... he can hit the ball well... he was "spoken" to a lot by the other players.... telling him he needs to do this that or the other... there were times he would do little things and the team would try to "help" him by "explaining" what should of been done... doug would also talk a bigger game then he performed... but dont get me wrong he had it in him from time to time but just didnt seem to want to step up and perform
donnie- pitcher..... not much to say.... he is the best pitcher we have and for the most part he is really good at getting the job done... he is also good at not giving up on the play and running around to help ppl in case they miss a catch aka good pitcher..... (he is my bro-in-law so i might be biased but i already told you about his wife bothering me lol)
brian - 3rd base, outfield... not much to say about him... he did well this season and didnt seem to let little mistakes really bother him or impact his performance....
brandon - outfield... if the ump made a call he didnt agree with (call strikes that he thinks should of been balls) he would speak very loudly about what a joke the ump was and how he was crap.... he played well...
brad - shortstop... he does pretty well.... as long as he isnt having a bad day not to many grounders go by him and he can catch the ball if hit in air... he plays in other leagues as well he played some in high school i think.... i know he didnt in college..... i would say all-together he was the most "well rounded" player.. hit, run, catch..... but.... he is highly competitive and talks crap about the other players but not loudly enough for anyone to really hear him (but with enough force to be heard if ppl around him were actually paying attention... it can bring morale down quick and destroy the team if the wrong person hears or gets told something)
vince- 3rd base.... i always describe him as...... in sports he doesnt look pretty at all but he has some skill.... he is a good 3rd baseman... he struggles in batting (by his own accord... but he did pretty well this season i thought)
jordan- 2nd base, pitcher 2 games (i think).... i dont know jordan well enough to say much about her (not that i know some of these others that well but whatever)... jordan plays softball with females and in that league she is apparently really good (according to what ive heard).... with the soft pitch rules she doesnt do as well... jordan was home-schooled and its clear with how she deals with the rest of the team.... the worst part about jordan.... HER PARENTS.... not so much her mom but her dad definitely.... HE IS A MAJOR HECKLER AND I CAN NOT STAND HIM.... i dont give a crap about how you think i or anyone else should be playing this game... SHUT UP..... he was one of those ppl that would try to "help" but speak to you in such a condescending manner that you just wanted to punch him in the face...
dave- 1st base.... okay dave..... dave was our coach.... he is highly competitive and doesnt always keep his cool... some times he would speak to ppl encouragingly and other it would be more like he is the boss (not the coach but the boss yelling at his employees for how badly they suck...) i really dont like dave as a coach... and it is def one of the reasons im not sure i will join again next year (being honest)... he is one of my dearest friends (one of the reasons i joined softball) and the feelings i have towards him for softball contradict how i feel about him outside of softball.........( i love this man and i cant stand the way softball makes me feel towards him... like "if we werent friends i would never speak to you...")
richie- outfield.... richie is the risk taker when it comes to running.... he is good in the outfield he is really quick and knows how to catch even if he has to dive to get it done..... he is a pretty good hitter but swings at almost everything (though he did cut back on that.... to many ppl yelling at him for swinging at bad pitches)... but once the ball hits the bat.... his speed can get the best of him cause he thinks he can make it to the next base and he goes for it (when he gets it everyone loves him when he doesnt.......) he is one of the players that ppl would tell him what to do over and over and he really didnt care and yet they still told him over and over lol..... he also can lose his temper but keeps it in check after a burst...
and finally me- catcher, 2nd base.... straight up i suck... i dont hit very well (though i got on base most of the time... it normally meant someone else was out because of it... though at the end of the season aka the last 2 games i realized if i used a different bat i did a lot better... soooo if i would of discovered this sooner who knows lol).... i think i did okay.....
i had a lot of fun being catcher... but i hate being catcher... it scares me... i dont like ppl constantly talking to me and "being friendly" with the other team and ump (i dont like ppl lol and i dont like talking to strangers)... on second base i think i play better but it makes me more nervous.... like im going to mess up and then get yelled at for messing up... for the most part i did okay though (i think) i caught the balls that were hit to me and not over my head (except one... i cant handle the high arc fly balls that may or may not go over my head but are mine to catch..... (which i knew going in to this season that i struggled with them)) i dropped a few of the balls thrown to me but sometimes they werent good throws and not really my fault but there were others were i blatantly dropped them even though it was an easy catch... i also had it happen were i needed to tag a person and the ball popped out of glove (i need to work on the double handed grab and tag)....
what i hated the most:
first i really dont like hecklers... they just bother me.... hecklers include "cheer-leaders" lol and just so you are on the same page my sister is a big heckler lol..... but other than the cheering-hecklers there are the tell you what to do hecklers... these ppl arent playing the game but watching and yet are trying to tell you how to play the game... you should of hit the ball this way..... you should of thrown to second.... PLAYS ON FIRST.... TOUCH ANY BASE..... throw the ball to "whomever".... ----------- like seriously WHY DONT YOU PLAY AND SHOW US HOW IT IS DONE OR SHUT UP!!!
that being said.... the team is also really big on telling each other what to do.... they call out where the play is.... if you need to step on a base to get someone out (force out) or if you have to tag them in-order to get the out.... "the ball came to you last time so be ready" (as if you forgot yourself).... step back... step forward.... move to the side... the other side....
------------------- they do this trying to be helpful which i understand... the funny part is all the players are telling each other what to do and none of them really listen (life)... it def gets annoying after the 2-3rd time... especially when they tell you what you need to do after every batter.... and it tends to be different ppl.... k so first pitch.... kenny just step on the base.... sec pitch (someone else) kenny make sure to keep your eye on the ball..... 3rd pitch play forward more.... *someone else* play back more...
----------------one of the things that confused the outfielders was they would tell them to play forward and then tell them to back up.... but you see they wouldnt talk to them and say....... at the top of the line up play back and once "this person" steps up to bat make sure to come forward and then when the first batter is back up to bat step back again..... instead they just yell at each other the whole time... (whatever)
i also didnt like the competitiveness of it all.... i realize this is a "male" league and guys are crazy about their sports and winning.... but seriously... to many ppl would yell at the ump or start throwing things around for different reasons... its a game ppl...... I HAD THE MOST FUN IN GAMES WE LOST THEN IN ONES WE WON..... i think cause i find drama funny....
lets start from the beginning....
at my church they have a "slow-pitch softball league" (or participate in one)...... i watched the majority of their games last year and decided i would give it a shot and join this year.... (youre caught up)
this season the team did pretty well im not sure our exact record but i think we won more than lost (but not by much) we made it into the quarter-finals for the end of season tournament (from there were knocked out)
i really dont know right now if i will join again next year... i had fun .... right? .... i mean was it worth joining..... idk..... if i am still attending the same church next year i will prob join again just because "why not"...
now the team....
trey- trey played outfield and was pretty good when it came to balls that were hit in the air towards him.... the prob i had with trey is he would get upset about a call the ump would make and let it affect how he played for the rest of the game... no longer caring whatsoever and sucking as miserably as he possibly could.... he also thinks he is a little better then he really is.... as in he can get the ball the distance it needs to go but not really the accuracy it needs to have.... he takes risky throws instead of doing what he probably should have...
steve- catcher... (i dont like steve he annoys me) he did pretty well as catcher.... he played around 5 games i think... and normally we would sub-out switching him with myself or another ("fair" player rotation play)... my prob with him and softball is he talks to everyone and he is a loud person (his voice alone scratches at my nerves... i dont hate the man but i would rather just not be around him at all...) but.... i was reminded this is a church league and ppl are "friendly"
doug- catcher or outfield (i think he played 2nd once).... doug is pretty good.... he can hit the ball well... he was "spoken" to a lot by the other players.... telling him he needs to do this that or the other... there were times he would do little things and the team would try to "help" him by "explaining" what should of been done... doug would also talk a bigger game then he performed... but dont get me wrong he had it in him from time to time but just didnt seem to want to step up and perform
donnie- pitcher..... not much to say.... he is the best pitcher we have and for the most part he is really good at getting the job done... he is also good at not giving up on the play and running around to help ppl in case they miss a catch aka good pitcher..... (he is my bro-in-law so i might be biased but i already told you about his wife bothering me lol)
brian - 3rd base, outfield... not much to say about him... he did well this season and didnt seem to let little mistakes really bother him or impact his performance....
brandon - outfield... if the ump made a call he didnt agree with (call strikes that he thinks should of been balls) he would speak very loudly about what a joke the ump was and how he was crap.... he played well...
brad - shortstop... he does pretty well.... as long as he isnt having a bad day not to many grounders go by him and he can catch the ball if hit in air... he plays in other leagues as well he played some in high school i think.... i know he didnt in college..... i would say all-together he was the most "well rounded" player.. hit, run, catch..... but.... he is highly competitive and talks crap about the other players but not loudly enough for anyone to really hear him (but with enough force to be heard if ppl around him were actually paying attention... it can bring morale down quick and destroy the team if the wrong person hears or gets told something)
vince- 3rd base.... i always describe him as...... in sports he doesnt look pretty at all but he has some skill.... he is a good 3rd baseman... he struggles in batting (by his own accord... but he did pretty well this season i thought)
jordan- 2nd base, pitcher 2 games (i think).... i dont know jordan well enough to say much about her (not that i know some of these others that well but whatever)... jordan plays softball with females and in that league she is apparently really good (according to what ive heard).... with the soft pitch rules she doesnt do as well... jordan was home-schooled and its clear with how she deals with the rest of the team.... the worst part about jordan.... HER PARENTS.... not so much her mom but her dad definitely.... HE IS A MAJOR HECKLER AND I CAN NOT STAND HIM.... i dont give a crap about how you think i or anyone else should be playing this game... SHUT UP..... he was one of those ppl that would try to "help" but speak to you in such a condescending manner that you just wanted to punch him in the face...
dave- 1st base.... okay dave..... dave was our coach.... he is highly competitive and doesnt always keep his cool... some times he would speak to ppl encouragingly and other it would be more like he is the boss (not the coach but the boss yelling at his employees for how badly they suck...) i really dont like dave as a coach... and it is def one of the reasons im not sure i will join again next year (being honest)... he is one of my dearest friends (one of the reasons i joined softball) and the feelings i have towards him for softball contradict how i feel about him outside of softball.........( i love this man and i cant stand the way softball makes me feel towards him... like "if we werent friends i would never speak to you...")
richie- outfield.... richie is the risk taker when it comes to running.... he is good in the outfield he is really quick and knows how to catch even if he has to dive to get it done..... he is a pretty good hitter but swings at almost everything (though he did cut back on that.... to many ppl yelling at him for swinging at bad pitches)... but once the ball hits the bat.... his speed can get the best of him cause he thinks he can make it to the next base and he goes for it (when he gets it everyone loves him when he doesnt.......) he is one of the players that ppl would tell him what to do over and over and he really didnt care and yet they still told him over and over lol..... he also can lose his temper but keeps it in check after a burst...
and finally me- catcher, 2nd base.... straight up i suck... i dont hit very well (though i got on base most of the time... it normally meant someone else was out because of it... though at the end of the season aka the last 2 games i realized if i used a different bat i did a lot better... soooo if i would of discovered this sooner who knows lol).... i think i did okay.....
i had a lot of fun being catcher... but i hate being catcher... it scares me... i dont like ppl constantly talking to me and "being friendly" with the other team and ump (i dont like ppl lol and i dont like talking to strangers)... on second base i think i play better but it makes me more nervous.... like im going to mess up and then get yelled at for messing up... for the most part i did okay though (i think) i caught the balls that were hit to me and not over my head (except one... i cant handle the high arc fly balls that may or may not go over my head but are mine to catch..... (which i knew going in to this season that i struggled with them)) i dropped a few of the balls thrown to me but sometimes they werent good throws and not really my fault but there were others were i blatantly dropped them even though it was an easy catch... i also had it happen were i needed to tag a person and the ball popped out of glove (i need to work on the double handed grab and tag)....
what i hated the most:
first i really dont like hecklers... they just bother me.... hecklers include "cheer-leaders" lol and just so you are on the same page my sister is a big heckler lol..... but other than the cheering-hecklers there are the tell you what to do hecklers... these ppl arent playing the game but watching and yet are trying to tell you how to play the game... you should of hit the ball this way..... you should of thrown to second.... PLAYS ON FIRST.... TOUCH ANY BASE..... throw the ball to "whomever".... ----------- like seriously WHY DONT YOU PLAY AND SHOW US HOW IT IS DONE OR SHUT UP!!!
that being said.... the team is also really big on telling each other what to do.... they call out where the play is.... if you need to step on a base to get someone out (force out) or if you have to tag them in-order to get the out.... "the ball came to you last time so be ready" (as if you forgot yourself).... step back... step forward.... move to the side... the other side....
------------------- they do this trying to be helpful which i understand... the funny part is all the players are telling each other what to do and none of them really listen (life)... it def gets annoying after the 2-3rd time... especially when they tell you what you need to do after every batter.... and it tends to be different ppl.... k so first pitch.... kenny just step on the base.... sec pitch (someone else) kenny make sure to keep your eye on the ball..... 3rd pitch play forward more.... *someone else* play back more...
----------------one of the things that confused the outfielders was they would tell them to play forward and then tell them to back up.... but you see they wouldnt talk to them and say....... at the top of the line up play back and once "this person" steps up to bat make sure to come forward and then when the first batter is back up to bat step back again..... instead they just yell at each other the whole time... (whatever)
i also didnt like the competitiveness of it all.... i realize this is a "male" league and guys are crazy about their sports and winning.... but seriously... to many ppl would yell at the ump or start throwing things around for different reasons... its a game ppl...... I HAD THE MOST FUN IN GAMES WE LOST THEN IN ONES WE WON..... i think cause i find drama funny....
Saturday, August 18, 2012
the bourne legacy (i tell the whole movie (fyi))
WATCH AT HOME.... BUT IF YOU HAVE TIME TO WASTE IT ISNT A BAD MOVIE TO SEE IN THEATERS....
it starts off with an image of someone doing the dead man float only to come alive... lol
the first what seems like an hour of the movie is "cross" out in the arctic tundra... they show him doing random things which is pointless in fact.... there isnt a point to it at all.... i mean i guess its a huge let in on the assassination attempt (in case you dont know the company that "houses" these "secret human weapons" wants to erase any evidence of them aka kill all the agents... they try to kill cross and another agent while they are both in a cabin "for a training exercise")....
okay so then they movie jumps to a rouge chemist trying to kill all the "upper level" scientists that helped "build" the "bourne soldiers"
next thing you know you are at the house of the only surviving member and then the movie goes into action mode.....
there is lots of fighting, lots of running, lots of random pointless information (about jason bourne)
sooooooooooo
the parts of this film that i dont like are:
the "creators" of the bourne soldiers thought that cross was dead.... set aside from that; a team of killers was sent to kill the only person that wasnt killed by the rouge chemist.... cross saves her and burns down the house with 4 bodies inside.... by the time the creators figure out that the scientist is still alive "she" has a 17 hour head start of them.....
the creators (there are like 3-4 different ppl/ groups idk they say there names over and over but it just gets confusing cause each one only knows part of whats going on at any given time)... they have to collect all types of footage... they then have to go through all that footage... they then have to...... i mean seriously... "cross and friend" have a 17 hour lead while the company is playing catch up and yet still somehow not only does the company catch up but they get ahead.... there is a huge time gap in this film that you are just suppose to overlook..... i mean i guess you could say while cross and friend were flying from one place to another that allowed enough time for the company to figure out what was going on.... but highly highly doubtful.... in the movie the company talks about having to gather info from "no-bodies" ... weather stations, private security cameras.... yet somehow they apparently get really really lucky that all these no names have a good system in place to share any and all information they have... (right)
okay so.... the company catches up and finds cross and scientist.... (more fighting)...
no one can stop cross (of course) and so then out of no where a new super super soldier is named....... IN THE PREVIEWS IT SPEAKS OF SKILLS OFF THE CHART AND NO "SIDE EFFECTS"..... welllllllllll turns out they werent talking about cross at all but in fact this other super super soldier anddddddd there is more than one of them cause #3 was sent after cross...... ( time makes no since in this movie.... cross becomes ill but you dont know how long he was ill... and its just all how in the world did they find them when they arent exactly paying for stuff with a credit card (easily traceable).... not important....
so the super soldier shows up only to be seen running ruff tops chasing after cross and then there is a car chase that occurs and then the super soldier gets killed cause of a motorcycle accident...
LIKE SERIOUSLY..... there wasnt a SUPER ACTION FIGHT SEQUENCE.... there wasnt any kind of defining attribute that this super soldier showed.... i mean really if it wasnt for the fact that they said this guy was "bourne 2.0" you would have no idea... he could really be just some random person who was trained in tracking (lol) ........ okay there is a scene were he kinda acts like spider-man that is jumps to a structure and then climbs down iT but the structure looks like a tower of some sort... basicly a ladder but the steps (prongs) are at a diagonal and not horizontal....
anyway.... the movie ends with cross and the scientist on a boat.... it leaves it completely open for another "bourne movie" and maybe this time jason bourne and eric cross will team up to fight the "super soldiers"
big brother (wil eviction)
first i liked wil so a bit disappointed.... he was the only one who knew when ppl were lying...
the zingbot was dumb.... it was way to soon to throw in a zingbot.... there are to many members to start zinging.... the restraining order was funny however thats about it
showcasing jeff's show was a waste of time... clearly nothing interesting happened this week cause BB had to add jeff in the mix and then add currant events... time waster.... time waster.... time waster lol
this season is back to just sucking.... i really dont even care to watch but i have nothing better to do
HOW SAD IS THAT!!!
the zingbot was dumb.... it was way to soon to throw in a zingbot.... there are to many members to start zinging.... the restraining order was funny however thats about it
showcasing jeff's show was a waste of time... clearly nothing interesting happened this week cause BB had to add jeff in the mix and then add currant events... time waster.... time waster.... time waster lol
this season is back to just sucking.... i really dont even care to watch but i have nothing better to do
HOW SAD IS THAT!!!
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
(spoilers) the campaign
WATCH AT HOME!
(first off i should explain that im not a huge fan of comedy movies these days... its all about cursing when no need at all and making stupid remarks that are hilarious if you are on drugs... (whatever))
i went in not wanting to see this movie... i mean the new bourne is out and i was dragged to the campaign instead... blah.... BUT...
i actually enjoyed this one... its funny in parts but only if you are okay with making fun of ppl....
like oh man this dude is ridiculous what in the world is he wearing right now... or he looks like a complete idiot doing that...
k so the movie follows 2 separate ppl at first... the politician and the no-body (im horrible with names so i avoid them altogether)
the politician is a sex crazed mindless moron but has been elected 4x and is running for a 5th term.... but these "big-shots" are wanting to get someone new in office (the theme of the movie)... the end up trying to think of what "idiot" they could get to appose the politician.... and this is where the "no-body" comes in...
and that is pretty much it...
everything you know about politicians is "spoofed"...
the 2 candidates slander each other in front of others...
make ridiculous ad campaigns
the whole thing is about making the other look bad (like real politicians lol)
now...
if you are good at paying attention to little details you see early that its a really small town where everyone knows everyone kinda thing... as such the no-body is shown right from the beginning as someone that everyone in town knows and likes... so right off the bat youre like.... okay.... this guy is going to win cause he already knows everyone and everyone likes him...but.... he actually ends up losing the election cause the big shots rigged it for him to lose (money always wins in politics) .... but "the politician" withdraws his candidacy giving the no-body the office
AS I SAID ABOVE.... THIS MOVIE IS DEF A GOOD RENTAL BUT... THAT IS ABOUT IT
masterchef
im going to keep this one simple..... im glad with the ppl that have left and i like the ones that have stayed...
i would really like christine to win............ i really dont want david to win
but in the end as long as david doesnt win im cool with any of the contestants that are left winning lol
i would really like christine to win............ i really dont want david to win
but in the end as long as david doesnt win im cool with any of the contestants that are left winning lol
hells kitchen
first off...... i really liked guy.... i liked his attitude, he was funny..... i didnt like that he left so soon.... but whatever
i dont want barbie to win..... i wouldnt mind if dana or christina won.....
now this season:
i liked the drama.... the very first episode they had the pre-view i literally teared up with excitement lol...
im sry im a little at a lose for words right now... it could be cause i only get to watch them online now and they havent been on for like 2 weeks now...
its also the fact that im starting blogging about this near the end of it all... i mean we are down to 5 (i havent seen the last episode though so dont ruin it lol)..... ill def try and be more on the spot in future posts focusing on the episode that just aired instead of kinda summing everything up best i can remember
i dont want barbie to win..... i wouldnt mind if dana or christina won.....
now this season:
i liked the drama.... the very first episode they had the pre-view i literally teared up with excitement lol...
im sry im a little at a lose for words right now... it could be cause i only get to watch them online now and they havent been on for like 2 weeks now...
its also the fact that im starting blogging about this near the end of it all... i mean we are down to 5 (i havent seen the last episode though so dont ruin it lol)..... ill def try and be more on the spot in future posts focusing on the episode that just aired instead of kinda summing everything up best i can remember
big brother
.... big brother... what can i say.... im not really liking this season....
i think it def. got better with the coaches no longer being coaches.... but i serious cant stand boogie... he just annoys me and then pretends he is the master of this game or something....
"if they nominate me i will be super pissed... if they dont nominate me i will be super pissed..."
--- dude seriously get over it.... you are scared to get kicked out of the house like everyone else and yet you try and make it seem like you dont care either way (whatever)
this season the cast........ who cares lol... i like britney but she is a repeater....
wil is really funny and isnt easily fooled which i really like... but he doesnt really strike me as a contender... i just cant find myself rooting for him.... but if he wins i wouldnt mind it....
there isnt anyone im rooting for this season which saddens me......... i at least want one person that i want to win lol
whatever....... i just really hope frank dan or boogie dont win..... so i at least have the ones i dont want to win lol... thats something right?
i think it def. got better with the coaches no longer being coaches.... but i serious cant stand boogie... he just annoys me and then pretends he is the master of this game or something....
"if they nominate me i will be super pissed... if they dont nominate me i will be super pissed..."
--- dude seriously get over it.... you are scared to get kicked out of the house like everyone else and yet you try and make it seem like you dont care either way (whatever)
this season the cast........ who cares lol... i like britney but she is a repeater....
wil is really funny and isnt easily fooled which i really like... but he doesnt really strike me as a contender... i just cant find myself rooting for him.... but if he wins i wouldnt mind it....
there isnt anyone im rooting for this season which saddens me......... i at least want one person that i want to win lol
whatever....... i just really hope frank dan or boogie dont win..... so i at least have the ones i dont want to win lol... thats something right?
movies/reality
k so.... i have kinda decided that i will start posting my opinions on movies and the reality tv shows...
i go to the movies almost ever week with 2 really good friends of mine... but.... i also work nights so im not sure how much i remember and or if im awake enough to post lol
anyway.....
right now the reality game shows i am watching are:
big brother
hells kitchen
masterchef
i was going to start right in but.... maybe some of you dont like certain shows or maybe you only want to read comment i have on movies..... so ill start a new post...
i go to the movies almost ever week with 2 really good friends of mine... but.... i also work nights so im not sure how much i remember and or if im awake enough to post lol
anyway.....
right now the reality game shows i am watching are:
big brother
hells kitchen
masterchef
i was going to start right in but.... maybe some of you dont like certain shows or maybe you only want to read comment i have on movies..... so ill start a new post...
Monday, August 13, 2012
stories of lives lost...
by the time you see this it will be to late:
5 months ago i was beaten and raped as i was walking home from church...
3 months ago i found out i was pregnant
yesterday i decided to have an abortion..
i was raised catholic and abortion is murder... i cant kill my unborn baby...
but... the alternative is to have my rapists baby...
i cant live with myself knowing i killed my own flesh and blood...
(as the noose around my neck tightens i know either way i end up in hell...
least this way i dont have to live with the guilt)
--- condoms save lives
i am 10 years old, my dad died when i was 7...
my mom remarried when i was 8...
i dont remember when it first happened or why he chose my room...
my step-dad beat and raped me repeatedly...
i now have hepatitis C; i wont live to see my 11th birthday...
last night i got a butcher knife from the kitchen...
standing over my step-dad while he slept; i plunged the knife into his throat...
--- condoms save lives
my parents have hiv...
they never told me i had a 2% chance of being infected at birth...
i had a girlfriend for over 3 years...
we loved each other so so so much....
neither one of us had sex before... she was on the pill so we knew pregnancy wasnt something to worry about....
and stds... what stds??? we were both virgins...
i gave my girlfriend aids...
now she has a restraining order against me...
so much for love...
---- condoms save lives
(as a side note the whole time i thought of these i was singing holy holy holy.... is our Lord God Almighty)
5 months ago i was beaten and raped as i was walking home from church...
3 months ago i found out i was pregnant
yesterday i decided to have an abortion..
i was raised catholic and abortion is murder... i cant kill my unborn baby...
but... the alternative is to have my rapists baby...
i cant live with myself knowing i killed my own flesh and blood...
(as the noose around my neck tightens i know either way i end up in hell...
least this way i dont have to live with the guilt)
--- condoms save lives
i am 10 years old, my dad died when i was 7...
my mom remarried when i was 8...
i dont remember when it first happened or why he chose my room...
my step-dad beat and raped me repeatedly...
i now have hepatitis C; i wont live to see my 11th birthday...
last night i got a butcher knife from the kitchen...
standing over my step-dad while he slept; i plunged the knife into his throat...
--- condoms save lives
my parents have hiv...
they never told me i had a 2% chance of being infected at birth...
i had a girlfriend for over 3 years...
we loved each other so so so much....
neither one of us had sex before... she was on the pill so we knew pregnancy wasnt something to worry about....
and stds... what stds??? we were both virgins...
i gave my girlfriend aids...
now she has a restraining order against me...
so much for love...
---- condoms save lives
(as a side note the whole time i thought of these i was singing holy holy holy.... is our Lord God Almighty)
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
pool party and bowling
memorial day...
i worked till 6 or so and was pretty tired and wanted to go straight to bed once i got home but of course i didnt.... i knew i had to be up at 12 in order to get ready for pick up at 1230... im not sure what time i actually went to bed all that being said... i was tired and am tired so i might ramble but i try to keep my days off sleep even with my work days sleep...
anyway... so there is a pool party that starts at one... i wasnt really sure if i was going or not (sunday) but i have friends that dont really give me a choice in the matter (which im appreciative of)... i really dont like gatherings (other than church) and i try to avoid them the best i can... but certain ppl will drag you to everything which works out well for me cause other wise i wouldnt be doing anything at all and i would just be that guy who only leaves the house to go to work...
so... friend picked me up and off to the party...
we ate... waited.... and began to swim...we were at a friends moms house and her pool is pretty big... its bigger than some apartment pools i have seen lol... there were about 16 ppl there...
it was a lot of fun if you leave out the part were 2 of the ppl kept going under the water and grabbing my legs pulling me under (usually when i wasnt paying attention) crazy "friends".... but it was really cool i had a lot of fun which was nice... and i wasnt to to tired till the ride home and then i was ready for bed...
but my friend that picked my up asked if i wanted to do something and i said if he didnt then no... we ended up going to wendys and while there his friend calls him in-order to see if he wants to go bowling... so i ended up going with them... we bowled 5 games.... i broke 100 the first 3 90 on the 4th and im not even sure what happen on the 5th lol.... but it was also fun... i got to know my friends friend a bit more... the only down part is now i have a part of skin missing from my thumb... stupid bowling ball lol...
so we went to wal-mart after bowling which is custom for my friend and his friend... nothing exciting happened there... for the most part the only thing worth mentioning is they fact that the one friend kept asking the other if he was okay.... "why are you mad..."
so all in all... i had a great day...
little disappointed
so my church had elections 2 weeks ago... i was nominated for 2 spots... one i really didnt want/care for... and the other i felt unworthy
we were suppose to have the results last sunday but i didnt see anything so i really dont know but whatever
the way i have been told ("word on the street")
i got the position i didnt really care for... i mean there were 5 nominees and 5 positions so no brainer there lol
but...
i was told i didnt make the one i felt unworthy.... now the one i didnt think i deserved was for church board... and as i told a co-worker i view church board members as the uppity ups (the ones that are the highest level of christian (sorta) but who also judge the most).... to explain further... the church board isnt something you play around with... the church can thrive or fall by the littlest of decisions... with that you want the "higher" christians... see but i struggle with that part i mean you want the best christians the ones who attend all the time, pray, praise, blah blah... but those ppl seem to live in a time that has passed (meaning a lot of the times they are stuck with the ideals of yesterday instead of focusing on today)
anyway...............
i got to say that it kinda hurts losing... in elections you always want to win... just like when your playing a game you want to be picked.... its like whats the point of even being considered if rejection comes...
however,
im not where i should be as a christian when it comes to being the example... i dont read the bible... my prayer life exists but isnt prominent (and what i mean by that is i pray all the time but normally about the same kinda things and i dont cast a wide net with my prayer meaning pray for this person that person this child that orphan this run-away that homeless person this leader this street walker this family who is being persecuted because they werent smart enough to flee the country when they had the chance...)
but i was looking forward to being on the board cause i would of used it as a crutch to turn my ways a bit... but maybe that isnt want is meant for me... we all know there are different types of ppl out there and some of us are called to pray for the thousands while others are called to pray for 1... (could be just a rationalization)
it really wouldnt of been fair to my prayers or the bible or the other "random" requirements to be on the board; for me to do them but not because i feel led to or need to but because some other "random person" says i need to....
and the biggest thing of all......... right now i work 3rds.... sundays SUCK for me... i work sat night 10p-6am and go to morning service and night service to be back at work at 10p so i dont get a lot of sleep... and with the board you have to be part of "pastors prayer partners" which have to "use" more time to go to the church for prayer meetings... so i would of gotten even less sleep... aka in the end... this could be a blessing that i needed....
we were suppose to have the results last sunday but i didnt see anything so i really dont know but whatever
the way i have been told ("word on the street")
i got the position i didnt really care for... i mean there were 5 nominees and 5 positions so no brainer there lol
but...
i was told i didnt make the one i felt unworthy.... now the one i didnt think i deserved was for church board... and as i told a co-worker i view church board members as the uppity ups (the ones that are the highest level of christian (sorta) but who also judge the most).... to explain further... the church board isnt something you play around with... the church can thrive or fall by the littlest of decisions... with that you want the "higher" christians... see but i struggle with that part i mean you want the best christians the ones who attend all the time, pray, praise, blah blah... but those ppl seem to live in a time that has passed (meaning a lot of the times they are stuck with the ideals of yesterday instead of focusing on today)
anyway...............
i got to say that it kinda hurts losing... in elections you always want to win... just like when your playing a game you want to be picked.... its like whats the point of even being considered if rejection comes...
however,
im not where i should be as a christian when it comes to being the example... i dont read the bible... my prayer life exists but isnt prominent (and what i mean by that is i pray all the time but normally about the same kinda things and i dont cast a wide net with my prayer meaning pray for this person that person this child that orphan this run-away that homeless person this leader this street walker this family who is being persecuted because they werent smart enough to flee the country when they had the chance...)
but i was looking forward to being on the board cause i would of used it as a crutch to turn my ways a bit... but maybe that isnt want is meant for me... we all know there are different types of ppl out there and some of us are called to pray for the thousands while others are called to pray for 1... (could be just a rationalization)
it really wouldnt of been fair to my prayers or the bible or the other "random" requirements to be on the board; for me to do them but not because i feel led to or need to but because some other "random person" says i need to....
and the biggest thing of all......... right now i work 3rds.... sundays SUCK for me... i work sat night 10p-6am and go to morning service and night service to be back at work at 10p so i dont get a lot of sleep... and with the board you have to be part of "pastors prayer partners" which have to "use" more time to go to the church for prayer meetings... so i would of gotten even less sleep... aka in the end... this could be a blessing that i needed....
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
unsure
there is someone im interested in dating... i have been for a little bit but its kinda complicated...
ill boil it down real quick... she is younger than i am and right now she is still in high school lol... so i pretty much dont push it at all... we are friends of sort but not really... which is a good thing cuase if i do want more then im not near the friend zone lol but if i decide not to want more than np its not like i have anything right now anyway...
i just dont really know what to do... i feel that she is interested and maybe that is why im semi-interested in her... but really it could just be much simpler... i havent had a g/f in years so ill pretty much date anyone who remotely is attracted to me... but part of me feels like that is unfair to whomever i do end up dating... to date someone just cause you want a g/f b/f is wrong in my opinion... im not cruel like that... aka well we had a good time but something better came along so... see ya...
but of course if i always wait to be fair... i might be waiting forever...
(once again wishing life came with a manual)
ill boil it down real quick... she is younger than i am and right now she is still in high school lol... so i pretty much dont push it at all... we are friends of sort but not really... which is a good thing cuase if i do want more then im not near the friend zone lol but if i decide not to want more than np its not like i have anything right now anyway...
i just dont really know what to do... i feel that she is interested and maybe that is why im semi-interested in her... but really it could just be much simpler... i havent had a g/f in years so ill pretty much date anyone who remotely is attracted to me... but part of me feels like that is unfair to whomever i do end up dating... to date someone just cause you want a g/f b/f is wrong in my opinion... im not cruel like that... aka well we had a good time but something better came along so... see ya...
but of course if i always wait to be fair... i might be waiting forever...
(once again wishing life came with a manual)
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
softball
... where to begin...
i guess i should explain that i dont like groups of ppl... however, im trying to "be a better person" and as such "broaden my horizons" (whatever)
k so last year i was unemployed for a bit and had lots of free time so i starting going to the softball games that my church was competing in.... so this year i decided lets through worry in the wind and just join up....
the first game was 2 weeks ago... the first part of it i stayed on the side-lines (which i didnt mind at the time)....
then when i actually got to play "the coach" (quotes cause he is my friend and will read this probably lol)... "the coach" put me in as catcher (the one position i did not want to play at all... which i told him...)... im not keen with the idea of bats being swung in close proximity to my head (maybe its just me idk)... so anyway i did that and actually had a good time with it... i didnt do much especially since we play slow pitch softball and the catcher doesnt really need to catch the ball cause you cant steal bases or anything... so yeah i had a good time...
until... after the game i had to go to work... it just so happened that someone came in shopping and we talked a bit... they mentioned something that upset them... i was fine with what went down (at the game)... but... i over analyze conversations and things... as such i began thinking of what they said and the implications of other events and blah blah blah... lets just say by the end of the night i lost all the happiness associated with the game play lol...
so this week aka yesterday we were suppose to play again... we were going to meet up an hour ahead of time in-order to practice and blah blah blah.... turns out the other team didnt show (well other than 2 of them) so they forfeited and "the coach" decided to turn it into practice time... yeah... practice sucks when you dont really care for the game to begin with but at least actually playing it is a lot more fun than pretending to play it... so we practiced for about an hour or hour and a half (post game time... so really we practiced for 2-2.5 hours).... its not like i had anything better to do but still i was really disappointed we didnt actually get to play and i was annoyed that we than began to "practice" (whatever)
so by the end of that... i definitively dont like the whole softball thing... ill still give it time cause well i dont give up on things that may or may not turn into a good time... plus we paid money to play and it wasnt "worth the money" so far anyway lol.... i really dont like playing though... ppl get to into it... its just a game lets have fun... but whatever winning of course it more fun than losing although 2 weeks ago i was really happy (post-game) and we got our butts kicked lol.... good times...
so now... why do i even care to play this stupid game which doesnt even interest me at all... nothing better to do??? perhaps, although i could sleep lol... spending time with the guys??? i dont like groups especially ones that consist of all males... trying to fit in with more ppl of the church??? half the time i contemplate running away from the group of friends i have now...
life is way easier when you dont have friends... but its also a whole lot lonelier (scared to be alone)
i guess i should explain that i dont like groups of ppl... however, im trying to "be a better person" and as such "broaden my horizons" (whatever)
k so last year i was unemployed for a bit and had lots of free time so i starting going to the softball games that my church was competing in.... so this year i decided lets through worry in the wind and just join up....
the first game was 2 weeks ago... the first part of it i stayed on the side-lines (which i didnt mind at the time)....
then when i actually got to play "the coach" (quotes cause he is my friend and will read this probably lol)... "the coach" put me in as catcher (the one position i did not want to play at all... which i told him...)... im not keen with the idea of bats being swung in close proximity to my head (maybe its just me idk)... so anyway i did that and actually had a good time with it... i didnt do much especially since we play slow pitch softball and the catcher doesnt really need to catch the ball cause you cant steal bases or anything... so yeah i had a good time...
until... after the game i had to go to work... it just so happened that someone came in shopping and we talked a bit... they mentioned something that upset them... i was fine with what went down (at the game)... but... i over analyze conversations and things... as such i began thinking of what they said and the implications of other events and blah blah blah... lets just say by the end of the night i lost all the happiness associated with the game play lol...
so this week aka yesterday we were suppose to play again... we were going to meet up an hour ahead of time in-order to practice and blah blah blah.... turns out the other team didnt show (well other than 2 of them) so they forfeited and "the coach" decided to turn it into practice time... yeah... practice sucks when you dont really care for the game to begin with but at least actually playing it is a lot more fun than pretending to play it... so we practiced for about an hour or hour and a half (post game time... so really we practiced for 2-2.5 hours).... its not like i had anything better to do but still i was really disappointed we didnt actually get to play and i was annoyed that we than began to "practice" (whatever)
so by the end of that... i definitively dont like the whole softball thing... ill still give it time cause well i dont give up on things that may or may not turn into a good time... plus we paid money to play and it wasnt "worth the money" so far anyway lol.... i really dont like playing though... ppl get to into it... its just a game lets have fun... but whatever winning of course it more fun than losing although 2 weeks ago i was really happy (post-game) and we got our butts kicked lol.... good times...
so now... why do i even care to play this stupid game which doesnt even interest me at all... nothing better to do??? perhaps, although i could sleep lol... spending time with the guys??? i dont like groups especially ones that consist of all males... trying to fit in with more ppl of the church??? half the time i contemplate running away from the group of friends i have now...
life is way easier when you dont have friends... but its also a whole lot lonelier (scared to be alone)
Thursday, May 10, 2012
gay sex in heaven lol
last sunday we read scripture (at church) that spoke of 2 angels.... so it got me to ?... why are there always 2 angels... (and now i will lead you down the path of my brain trying to piece together an answer to this question only to go very wrong lol)
i wonder if there are always 2 cause they can protect each other...
----it is easier to say no to temptation when you have someone else there to stop you if you start to seriously consider...
--------------if they get attacked (literally) 2 is better than one plus.... if the numbers are sketchy one would be able to get away while the other sacrificed himself (figuratively) and the other angel gets reinforcements
or maybe they are companions like best friends who always help each other out or give company
or they are companions like lovers... but angels are always males??? the bible seems (if they mention sex) to always say the angels are males...
how ironic for christians if everyone in heaven is gay... but that would also mean we are in heaven having sex....
do we have sex in heaven? if the purpose of sex is procreation, "be fruitful and multiply", then there would be no need for sex in heaven right????
how upset would "christian" gay haters be to find out that everyone in heaven has sex and they are all males...
then again think of the woman.... they turn into males and have gay sex... well at least they are still attracted to males
what about the lesbians how much would that suck..... not only are they now male, but now they are attracted to guys.... (sucks to be you lol)
i wonder if there are always 2 cause they can protect each other...
----it is easier to say no to temptation when you have someone else there to stop you if you start to seriously consider...
--------------if they get attacked (literally) 2 is better than one plus.... if the numbers are sketchy one would be able to get away while the other sacrificed himself (figuratively) and the other angel gets reinforcements
or maybe they are companions like best friends who always help each other out or give company
or they are companions like lovers... but angels are always males??? the bible seems (if they mention sex) to always say the angels are males...
how ironic for christians if everyone in heaven is gay... but that would also mean we are in heaven having sex....
do we have sex in heaven? if the purpose of sex is procreation, "be fruitful and multiply", then there would be no need for sex in heaven right????
how upset would "christian" gay haters be to find out that everyone in heaven has sex and they are all males...
then again think of the woman.... they turn into males and have gay sex... well at least they are still attracted to males
what about the lesbians how much would that suck..... not only are they now male, but now they are attracted to guys.... (sucks to be you lol)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
condoms save lives!
(shared on fb)
okay i was going to make a note and list the number of ways that condoms save lives but its harder than you would think to get the stats you are really looking for... so lets just try something different...
first off... i am not saying everyone should go and have sex... in fact im not saying that at all... what i am saying is people are having sex no matter how many times you say dont or how bad society says sex is... (even though everything seems to be about sex)
THE BIG ONE: STD's aka STI's (sexually transmitted infections: new name for stds that can transfer from person to person without sex being involved... needles, blood, etc.)
i tried looking up the number of stds there are and i couldnt find it... i found the common stds over and over but lets face it common or uncommon if you get one it doesnt really matter what % of a chance you had cause you hit the lotto...
std's range from nothing but a nuisance to life ending... in fact some stds that are nothing but a bother if left untreated can result in fatal outcomes... you can also become infertile aka no longer able to have kids, have you std open the door for other serious diseases (not sex related), stds cause cancer, weaken organs, etc... there is much much more to stds than just AIDS being the fatal one... if you are having sex especially unprotected sex... get tested!!!!! there are plenty of stds that dont show symptoms and if you are a carrier you are playing russian rulet with everyone you have sex with... dont commit murder cause youre to lazy to take the appropriate precautions...
pregnancy: NOTHING IS 100% (abstinence is unless you're mary...)... but wearing condoms can prevent unwanted pregnancy... and even if you are one of those ppl who used protection but still got pregnant just imagine all the kids you could have if every time you decided; well lets not even bother with protection... not to mention that lots of times when condoms are ineffective it isnt from one night stands but from relationships... aka sex over and over again... so yes you got pregnant but you could of gotten pregnant a lot sooner... aka the first time you had sex...
eradication of youth: kids... not even teens... but kids are having sex all the time... in fact there are elementary students that are practicing sexual favors as early as kindergarten... and yet we think kids are to young to speak with them about sex... if you arent talking to your kid about sex someone else is... and i assure you it isnt "abstinence is cool!"
there are kids getting std's before they even go through puberty... there are kids getting pregnant before their first period... how can we think that talking to your kids about sex is taboo... your kids life can be ruined because once they get an std or pregnant they become figuratively "ostracized"... is it any wonder that suicide is so high in relation to children... everyone looks down on you already and yet you do something "stupid" and you lose all your friends, the respect and trust of your parents, the privacy you once had... you have nothing so you have nothing to lose... but suicide is never the answer!!!
so moving on to teens/ young adults... how many have to grow up so fast that they cant even take care of themselves let alone a small child... or they are so involved in their own life that they ditch the kid with whomever just so they can have a life... who cares how you will emotionally scare your child because you are a child... nah the life of the kid doesnt matter... ITS ALL ABOUT ME!!!
adultery: lets face it... adultery is never good... but unprotected adultery... come on now... how many marriages were ruined... not because of infidelity but because they brought some random disease home with them... I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX WITH ANYONE BUT YOU, MY SPOUSE, AND YOUVE BEEN SLEEPING AROUND ON THE SIDE AND GOT ME AN STD!!! or how about those "relations" that cause pregnancy... the addition of any child is hard on parents as well as the children already in the home... but half-siblings has its own set of circumstances that can scare children for life... taking away a part of who they would of been, could of been, should of been... just cause you wanted something "fresh"... or again the marriage would of been salvaged... but the wife doesnt want to have to deal with someone elses baby or the "baby momma"... or the man of the house doesnt want to have to raise a kid by someone else...
another big one MONEY: parents struggle enough with planned pregnancies... let alone unplanned... KIDS ARE EXPENSIVE... there are tons of parents out there working 2-3-4 jobs just trying to make ends meet... they dont have time to spend with their kids cause they are to busy making sure their kid has food and a roof over their head... the children end up suffering or growing up to fast... the kids can even become the "parent" of their younger siblings...but lets face it money is so bad that even if you do everything right... youre still gonna struggle...
abortion: how many abortions would of been prevented if condoms were used... and forget the unborn babies... abortion scares the mother for life... figuratively and actually... it also scares the fathers in more ways then most realize... there are parents who have abortions and then cant live with themselves so they resort to other things... drugs, alcohol, suicide, etc...
death: we all know how stds can kill and do kill... how many lives were lost cause someone found out they were pregnant by a rapist and the thought of killing themselves was a better idea than bearing this rapist's baby...IF YOU ARE GOING TO RAP SOMEONE... WEAR A CONDOM... i already spoke of little kids killing themselves due to society... or lets say someone has a fatal condition that isnt even considered an std but because of the circumstances it became fatal to the "partner"... there are also semen allergies (allergic reactions can be fatal)...
WHATS EVEN WORSE IS THERE ARE THOUSANDS UPON THOUSANDS OF WAYS THAT LIVES CAN BE RUINED OR COMPLETELY CHANGED FOR THE WORSE... AND CONDOMS COULD OF PREVENTED A GREAT DEAL OF LIFE LOSE... (the actual life and the figurative one...)
do you all get it... when i say condoms save lives... i dont mean condoms prevent stds... or foul around as much as you want just wear a condom... i mean CONDOMS SAVE LIVES!!! so dont you dare judge me for telling others just how serious it is to wear condoms... YOU ARE NEVER TO YOUNG OR TO OLD TO HAVE ONE STUPID OCCURRENCE COMPLETELY RUIN THE LIFE YOU WOULD OF HAD...
gay christians
(shared on facebook)
im a bit of a hypocrite... while i have no problems with gay ppl and/or them attending church for some reason i always find it ironic to hear or see gay ppl speaking about "christian topics" supporting said topics... (why is this so??? do i defend a point that i dont actually believe in... i only think i believe in (gay christian rights)??? idk???)
is it more complicated then that? as in i support gay ppl coming to church and have no issues with their "life style" (as its called lol)... but do i believe you can be gay and be a christian??? i mean surely i must... look at all the "christians" that sin... is their sin less important there-for they can continue to be a christian... is there some special condemnation for "christians" who are gay.... orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
are you even a christian if you sin... again you must be... for they say you can backslide but still be a christian and what is backsliding...sinning... and even those that are sanctified can slip aka sin... but must atone... is that the line... one "sins" and is sorry for it... while the other "sins" and has no remorse???
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
first blog about nothing
so im really not sure how i feel about this nor am i sure how often i will post... but i will treat this like i did my personal comp aka journal till it got destroyed.... first off i cant spell but it seems spell check works so that is good... my fb notes dont have spell check... not under google chrome anyway...
k so if you dont know me....
i am 26 (almost 27)
i still live with my parents which.......... i should of moved out years ago but i would still have the same crappy job so instead i live with them and have a different job that i dont like lol (life)...
i am single and looking but not finding which is saddening
i am highly opinionated and not afraid of offending ppl... that being said... i am a christian and so it is a fuzzy line on how far is to far...
i attend church every sunday morn and night as well as wed...
christ is everything He Is My Reason To Live (himrtl)
im a pretty good singer (being modest (and ruining it now))
this could very well be a mistake but we shall see.............
k so if you dont know me....
i am 26 (almost 27)
i still live with my parents which.......... i should of moved out years ago but i would still have the same crappy job so instead i live with them and have a different job that i dont like lol (life)...
i am single and looking but not finding which is saddening
i am highly opinionated and not afraid of offending ppl... that being said... i am a christian and so it is a fuzzy line on how far is to far...
i attend church every sunday morn and night as well as wed...
christ is everything He Is My Reason To Live (himrtl)
im a pretty good singer (being modest (and ruining it now))
this could very well be a mistake but we shall see.............
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